Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a overcast weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, like lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the pain eased and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically start with intense pain behind a single eye that persists for several hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; others have chronic attacks, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many causes, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the failure to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest unusual treatments for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidelines on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known individuals.
But leading specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a